Starting A Conversation with God & Responding to His Word
by Kim Padan
“The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside still waters;
He restores my soul. He leads me in right paths For His Name’s sake.
Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I fear no evil;
For you are with me;
Your rod and Your staff – they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies, You anoint my head with oil;
My cup overflows.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life. And I shall dwell in the house of the Lord My whole life long.”
[Psalm 23:1-6; NRSV]
- Whenever we read the Word of God, or listen to it at Mass, we have to understand that God is speaking directly to us. He is starting a conversation with us! The question is: do we ever start the conversation with Him? Or, do we respond to Him after he has spoken?
- We’re called to listen to the Word of God and to respond in silent reflection. Do you spend time, quietly, after hearing the Word of God to let the message soak in, and to discern what He is trying to tell you through His word?
- Do you allow the Word of God to affect your daily life? It is not just enough to hear it, but to live it out in your day to day life — to make Christ known to the world by all that you do and say.
Kim Padan grew up in a small town in northern Illinois with her parents, 2 older brothers, and 1 younger sister. Life was pretty “normal” with school and church activities. Part of that “normal” life was growing up with Dejerine-Sottas, a progressive neuro-muscular disorder that impacted her muscle strength and balance. Despite various challenges, Kim always had a sense of her real dignity as a unique person in the eyes of God. Kim’s parents expected much of her, just like her siblings, and always shared their love for her. That foundation of faith and family helped Kim grow into adulthood to have a family of her own. In 1993, she married Bruce, and in 1994 she conceived her only biological child. A routine ultrasound at 14 weeks detected serious anomalies, and Kim was advised to abort. Knowing that all life is precious in the eyes of God, including people with disabilities, Kim & Bruce rejected abortion. The months that followed were filled with brief moments of joy and many tears. Despite the tears, Kim’s testimony is filled with hope and peace as she shares how she learned to cling to Christ in all things.
After her experiences, Kim felt compelled to get involved in the prolife movement. She joined the Board of Directors at HELP Ministries, INC (now doing business as Women’s Care Clinic) and after 7 years on the board became Executive Director. Under her 11 year leadership the ministry grew and added services, including ultrasound, allowing the ministry team to save more babies. Now, God has called Kim out to a broader audience to speak about the blessings He has in store for each of us when we step out of our own plans and into His! Kim currently serves as the Chair of Evangelization for the Peoria Diocesan Council of Catholic Women, and has been published in the diocesan paper on both prolife and evangelization themes. When Kim is not speaking or writing about faith (http://gabrielsmom.com), she enjoys singing in the church choir, rubber stamping greeting cards, reading, and watching classic movies with Bruce. She also recently made her temporary profession as a Lay Dominic.
Hi everyone, it’s Kim from Illinois again. I want to talk to you a little bit more
about the Psalms and how I like to pray them.
As I mentioned before, as Catholics we pray the Psalms in liturgical prayer
throughout the day. Whether it’s in the holy sacrifice of the mass or the liturgy of
the hours we are blessed to have the Psalms woven throughout our prayer day.
But you know, sometimes I want to pray a Psalm on my own. In a more impromptu
way. I want to take the words and internalize them and personalize them. As with
any other scriptural passage, the Psalms provide so much that we can ponder and
ponder deeply. It’s really a good way to start up a conversation with God.
Here’s what I mean; I often like to read a stanza from my bible or the bible app on
my phone and then respond to God’s word out loud in prayer.
Now, if I had to pick a favorite Psalm (I have lots of favorites) but if I had to pick
one favorite, it would be Psalm 62. I know several musical versions, which I enjoy
singing quite a bit. But, sometimes I just recite it and then pray after I recite a
portion of it.
Now, I know that a lot of people struggle with extemporaneous prayer. Perhaps you
feel more comfortable praying a memorized prayer like the Lord’s Prayer the Hail
Mary. Or perhaps you like using a devotional where something is already written
out for you.
But I find extemporaneous prayer is a great way to really have a one-on-one,
personal conversation with our Lord. I’m not sure how I learned how to pray this.
But I know that I was exposed to some charismatic Catholics when I was young
and even now in my adult I have a lot of non-Catholic friends who attend
charismatic churches and some who are not charismatic but they still have that
And so I’ve had a lot of practice with it. It’s something that I’ve grown very
comfortable with. Now, you might still wonder what is it that I’m talking about? I’m
talking about reading a portion of the Psalms and then reflecting on it.
Let me show you what I mean. Now, I have to put on some glasses here. Because
my eyes are getting old! Like the rest of me but that’s okay.
So, I have my Bible, and I pull this out, and I have several Psalms that are marked
for sharing here later today. But here’s Psalm 62… And if you want you can just
close your eyes and pray with me as I read just a portion of it:
“Only in God is my soul at rest. From Him comes my salvation. He only is my rock
and my salvation. My stronghold. I shall not be disturbed at all.”
Only in the Lord. Only in You will I be at rest. Everything else is second best. You
alone Lord are the source of my strength, the source of my courage, the source of
all that I have and all that I ever hope to be. I thank You Lord for being my
strength, I thank for being reliable, I thank you for lifting me up, holding me up in
those times when I struggle. I am grateful that even if everything else falls away, I
have You my God. I have You. I love You. I trust You. And I am so grateful to be
Your daughter. Amen.
So, really what I did there was I just prayed a stanza. Sometimes that’s all it takes.
Sometimes I will pray the entire Psalm, it depends on how long it is. But after one
stanza or two stanzas and then an extemporaneous prayer, I might feel fulfilled or
content. I feel like I’ve had that time with God and it’s a real blessing.
Now, when I do this, I try to also sit quietly afterwards because it’s very important
for us to allow God to answer. To soak in His word but then also wait for Him to
respond to us. And, of course, that’s less tangible. It takes time to discern what it is
that He may be sharing with us. But I think it’s very important to have that quiet
time after we reflect on His word.
Now, you may wonder how I select a Psalm to pray. There’s 150 to choose from
and they all have beautiful words they are all wonderful prayers, wonderful poetry.
But I do have some favorites and I’m going to share with you some of the ones I
like to pray and when I choose to pray them.
I tend to look at the mood I’m in but also what’s in store for me that day. If I have a
project I’m working on, if I have a loved one who is going through a particular
struggle, if there is something going on in current events, something in our world
that weighs heavy on my heart, there are certain psalms that I find very very helpful
to my prayer.
So, I’m going to pull a few of them out and not do the prayer as I just did but just
read a few lines so you can see what it is I’m talking about. Okay, for instance to
start with, Psalm 15. This one is something that I like to pray when I need to
remind myself that I am a follower of Christ. That I am a child of God and I need
to act like it.
Here’s some words from Psalm 15:
“O Lord, who shall sojourn in your tent? Who shall dwell on your holy mountain?
He who walks blamelessly and does justice who thinks the truth in his heart and
slanders not with his tongue.”
Wow! I need to walk blamelessly. I need to think truth in my heart to not slander
others, to not gossip, to not complain. If I’m really going to dwell in the house of
the Lord I need to examine myself and work on myself. Important words there in
Now, after that one, I’m gonna check out another one here. We’ve got Psalm 42!
Now Psalm 42 is something that a lot of people are familiar with and that’s because
we hear these words often during mass.
“As the deer longs for the running waters so my soul longs for You O God. Athirst
is my soul for God, the living God: when shall I go and behold the face of God?”
This is another Psalm where I hear music in my head and I can sing it often
because I think about the longing, the wanting to be in the presence of God. And
struggling when we go though, maybe, a dry time in our prayer life when we are
praying and it feels like nothing is really happening. Or when life outside of our
prayer time is so chaotic and we feel like we just need to rest. So, Psalm 42 is
something that I find great comfort in.
Another one! Well, I already mentioned Psalm 62 and the reason why I really like
Psalm 62 is because it is that reassurance of Who is the source of my strength.
That it is God who is the source of my strength. That in various times in my life:
when my health was poor, after I lost my baby, when I had struggles at work, when
maybe there’s a conflict with a friend; all of those times I knew that I could trust in
God. That He was my rock and as long as I leaned on Him, I would get through
those tough times.
Psalm 80 is something that I’ve been praying recently for our nation. I realize that
there are people from around the globe that are participating in this prayer
conference and so I’m going to be speaking about, a little bit here, on praying for
the United States. But let’s face it, our whole world needs prayer. I’m certain that
all of you can think about struggles in your own community whether it’s your town,
your village, your nation; we all need to pray for the worldwide community.
And here’s some words from Psalm 80:
“O shepherd of Israel hearken. O God of the flock of Joseph from your throne
upon the cherubim shine forth before Ephraim, Benjamin, and Manasseh. Rouse
your power, and come to save us. O Lord of Hosts, restore us; if your face shine
upon us then we shall be saved.”
Wow! Restore us! That’s a prayer that the United States of America really needs
right now! We need to have God restore our nation. Great prayer especially during
this election year.
Okay, another Psalm that I really enjoy is Psalm 139. Having been involved in the
pro-life movement for a long time, I have referred to Psalm 139 in some of the talks
I’ve given but also in my prayer for the cause of the unborn. Psalm 139 gives us
scriptural evidence that God knew us before we were born. That we were precious
in His sight before we were born; that in the womb we matter.
Psalm 139 says:
“Truly you have formed my inmost being; you knit me in my mother’s womb. I give
you thanks that I am fearfully wonderfully made; wonderful are your works!”
This is something that I like to pray when I’m thinking about my friends and
colleagues in the pro-life movement; to give them strength and courage knowing
that they are doing what God has called them to do.
And the last one I want to talk about here today is Psalm 145. Several of the
Psalms at the end are Psalms of praise and victory. And I love Psalm 145 because it
just feels like David was about ready to burst at the seams. That he was so filled
with joy and love for the Lord. And I really really enjoy this too when I want to just
sing out my praise for God.
“I will extoll you, O my God and king; and I will bless your name forever and ever.
Everyday I will bless you; and I will praise your name forever and ever. Great is the
Lord and highly to be praised, His greatness is unsearchable. Generation after
generation praises your works and proclaims your might.”
This is like, oooh! Just a burst of energy like we know that God is so amazing and
we can’t wait to tell the rest of the world about it! And I think this is another Psalm
that can actually life us out of despair, that it can strengthen us during difficult
times. Because if we remember our God is king! He is sovereign and He loves us!
He’s not just powerful, he’s loving. And that gives us reason to praise Him.
You know, I could go on and on. I highlighted a few of my favorite Psalms and
talked about praying them in a way that is kinda personal; praying just a segment
of them out loud and then reflecting on them as, you know, how God speaks to us.
I think I could go on and on but I’m not going to do that today. Instead, what I
want to do is close with praying a Psalm that you’re probably very familiar with. It
is a Psalm that is used throughout the liturgical year. It’s often sung at funerals to
give us comfort. And so it is my hope and prayer that this Psalm with give you
comfort in whatever your struggles may be this day. It’s Psalm 23 and let’s pray:
In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
“The Lord is my shepherd I shall not want. In verdant pastures he gives me repose.
Beside restful waters he leads me. He refreshes my soul. He guides me in right
paths for his namesake. Even though I walk in the dark valley I fear no evil. For you
are at my side. With your rod and your staff that give me courage.”
Lord you are our good shepherd. You guide us. You carry us through the tough
times when we are lost, when we wander away. You love us and you give us rest and
comfort in the hardest times of our life. I just thank you, Lord, for being there as a
loving shepherd; as someone who cares for each individual member of your flock.
Knowing full well, knowing full well that You would do anything. And you have
already done everything for us!
We praise You Lord. We thank You and we ask that You continue to shine forth on
us. Continue to guide us Lord. We thank You in advance for the blessings that You
will give to us this day. We make this prayer in Your name. For You are the one
God who is Father, Son and Holy Spirit forever and ever. Amen.
I hope that these thoughts on the Psalms inspire you, maybe, to pick up the book of
Psalms. Even outside of liturgy and pray them as your own prayers. Go ahead and
take ownership of these. The Church has given us this gift so that thousand of
years after they were written we can still pray them.
So, I hope you pray them today and I will see you again later in this conference.
God bless! Bye, bye.